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Ramblings of a Disused Mind

by Toby Darling

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Sept 2023 Haikus B Summer ended now My shorts and flip-flops weeping Sealed in dark winter Uncle Peter passed I sent him 'When you are old' Now he's with the stars We drove to Broadchurch Hoping to find Ammonites But not Kate Winslet Wind howls and leaves fall I miss the old bonfire smoke Stronger than Woodbines A branch fell in Close Hitting a lady on head Harshish act of God TJD 19/9/23 1. Am E, F C Am Dm, Em Am E7 2. x0555x x3555x x5403x x5033x, F#m Bm F#m Bm, xx0432 x0x654 xx0333 3. (xx656x xx556x xx555x) x2, Dm7 Am7 x0403x x0555x, B7 Em A 4. (Cmaj7 G) x4, F Dm, Em Dm Em Am 5. Am E7 Am, B7 Em Am, Bm Am G Am C#7
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Sept Tankas 03:24
Sept 23 Tankas Get me out of Dodge I feel like Hank Williams now with no love-sick blues Gas-lighted to distraction and no kennel to lie in T bonds are drowning Elites grazing at Versailles Oil soars to new highs the poor can no longer drive just limp over the border When I die what's left I think the world ends with me Why should it survive If I think therefore I am all is just an illusion TJD 24/9/23 1. G Bm, C D, G Am, G C D, Am G Bm C 2.( D D/C D/G D/A, D D/F D/C G) x2, F#m Bm F#m Bm G
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October haikus 2023 now The year my warranty died I can be spare parts When I like someone my lips turn to soft jelly I talk gibberish Sainsburys Badger Farm To Johnny its wonderland Full of new spices My plumbing not good I'm like old Huey P Long When the levee breaks Old man with stroller Dragging his work-worn sore hip He never complains I reminded her of someone Apparently he's a nice guy I don't expect he's a rockstar He might well be a failure I could be his doppelganger then; She reminds me of no-one Except the joy of blissful youth Summers in fields of wild buttercups. It lights a dry tinder spark On the beaten track to oblivion. TJD 30/9/23 1. x0422x x0200x, G Cmaj7, F Em x0422x 2. 0xx33x x0x22x E, B C#m, Eb C#m B A G# 3. (x0x21x xx323x xx021) x2 Dm Am Dm Am 4. D Dm, Am G, Dm Dm/C Dm/B Dm/Bb A7 5. Am7 Dm7, Em7 Dm7 Am7, Dm7 Em7 Am7 6. (Dm Am, C Em, Dm E7, Am E7, Am Dm Am) x2
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Nyewood Revisited Dmaj7 A My legs are older now Em D Am I'd hoped to make the South Downs Bm A G F#m But by the time I got to Quebec G A Bm Even South Harting was beyond my bounds C G C G Blackberries still hung on to sweetness Em A Em Black sheep too bored to run away Bm A G F#m A derelict steamroller unmoved for a decade G D E7 A rotted stile creaked sadly with my weight A Death Cap stood proud in the dark wood I hurried through ferns, seeking the safe road's side My hips ached when stooping for hazelnuts Sweetcorn hid pheasants from the Red Kites' eyes Crossed to Upperton gazing up to the Downs Through a thicket, a dark pool fringed with horsetail Down a derelict oxdrove shrouded by roots Up a steep hillside to the bare empty trail Fmaj7 Am Straight north in a tunnel formed by ancient feet Bm/A Am below sycamore and ash, crab-apple and yew D C Em Down across a meadow with remains of wildfowl G Am Bm C Em Past the Great Plantation, an old dead cedar, a welcome view Bm G Bm Staggering back to my patient car C#7 A Bm Thirsty and stumbling, eager to be home C#m Bm A Bm Yearning a hot bath, tea and supper D A C#7 An early night with Sussex in my bones TJD 7/10/23
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Oct23b Haikus Better to die than kill Whichever side you are on Karma will get you The first frost today Crisp light and early shadows Filled with cold beauty Massaman curry Once exotic with Thai spice Fails to excite me Caff closed at Ropley We eat pastries by the track Steam but no hot tea Rupert says hello Medication keeps us sane But not completely 14/10/23 TJD 1. Em Am B7, Em Am B7 Em 2. x7558x x0558x, x5x005 Fmaj7, Am7 x5x005 x0355x 3. Dm A7, Dm F A7, G Dm A7 Dm 4. G D, G C D, Am G Am Bm 5. E A E (xx055x xx033x xx023x) x2 E7
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Oct23c Haikus The dog is barking The owner went into shop Tail wags, eyes look scared Bread and butter pud All the things I should avoid Bring comfort and joy Dog shit on my shoe The villain is XL Bully It not only bites Little boy on trike Cares not for sweet bubble tea Only for carnage So she is gone now We cant compete with chic BAth Come back aged 60 TJD 22/10/23 1.x0x44x x0x22x 0x410x, x0x44x x0x65x 0xx87x, x0x224 x0x222 0xx44x x0345x 2. E B C#m E, A E B, C#m B A E B 3. D F# Bm, Em Bm, Dm7 C F C Dm Am E7 4.Am7-Em7 Am7, Am7 x0x03x x0505x x0x03x, Am7 Em7 Am7 5. -"-
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Borneo 03:04
Borneo Am D Singapore to Kuching Em Am Straight down to the river Em Am D Em For satay, noodles and tiger beer F Am G F Am Bm Goodbye blighty, better to live here Up the coast to Miri My old wooden house on the beach I wonder if the Piasau bride still stands And the clangs from the shipyard still reach... C x2001x Am7 my bedroom under Casuarina trees G Am G Am Where reflections from the water played on walls F C G F And night fell sudden on the South China Sea And we all felt the insects’ call Those days I was someone with a family and status, Respected as an expat, a class above Now I return as a frail old husk Alone and unwanted, bereft of love. TJD 6/11/23
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Oct23D Try to buy camp mug Must have one with spill-proof lid Drips on stairs I'm dead Sun shines then rain pours Sumo wrestling in the sky Apollo fights Zeus Glenda and Michael Watch the sunrise at Hastings Before the sun sets Burger King thrills more than popcorn and the film Beef Whopper slays schmaltz Ready for the rain Zeus won't catch me out this time Yellow umbrella TJD 28/10/23 1. C Em Am Em, F Am Dm Em, F Am C G F Em Am 2. G D Em D, C D Em F, Gm C Dm 3. (D D/F D/C D/G) x2, F xx2011 Dm 4. E, A7, (Em Am) x4 5. x0555x Bb, F Dm Am, F C Dm
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Nov 2023 Haikus I knitted a hat My Neighbour Totoro style After accident We cleared Johnny’s room Cobwebs spun thick on cobwebs Sorry poor spiders Xmas market now Same old crap as last year But lovely sweet smells Vivaldi A Moll Concerto for 2 violins Played at the clappers Winter duvet time Soon I’ll be making stollen Chutneys and Chai Tea TJD 14/11/23 1. Bm, Bm A G, F# Bm 2. X0200x 2x023x, G F#m Em A 3. C Dm E Dm Cmaj7, Dm E D 4. As per Vivaldi Concerto for 2 violins in Am 5. Dm E7, Am Gm F Am, Dm Am Gm Am
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Nov 23b The whining bulldog Quick to disembowel poodles Cries outside Iceland I bought Xmas crap Eager to please ungrateful Nephews and nieces Black Bomber cheeses On sale in xmas market Surely cost a bomb Bollocked for smoking The bad vibe around my house Thicker than Woodbines I love Chinese shop Just the labels from Asia Whisper: Come Penang TJD 21/11/23 1. Damj7 G, Dmaj x0555x, Bm Bm/A x0555x 05640x 2. E B E B, C#m B A B, G#m A 3. C9 G C9 G, Am G Am Bm/A, C G C G Em G Am 4. (A D A D) x2, C Bm C D, A D C D 5. C Bb C G, Bb Eb C G, Eb C C G, C Bb C
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Dec 2023 Haikus December the first The start of Holy Advent But no cause for hope In Projects Cafe Too cold to sit outside Warmth beats nicotine 60’s music plays ‘Stop, hear, What’s that sound?’ I hear The sound of failed dreams Tomorrow she leaves Six weeks of peace and freedom To smoke in the bath I so want a cat The ugliest one in town Can be friend for life TJD 1/12/23 1. C C9/B Am Em Am D, G D Em, Fm Bb C7 2. (Xx022x xx000x xx067x xx005x) x2, x0555x Em9, x0555x F Em 3. F C Dm, Dm C Dm Am G, Gm Bb Dm 4. A Em C, A Em D A, C#m D A 5. A E, D A, D A Bm E
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Dec 23b Haikus What to buy my friend? Paprika and Epsom Salts For a spicy bath The High Street is crushed I hide away with a Flat White From madness of crowds My luck is safe now The waving cat will bring charms, Fortune from Penang Dark by four p.m. Baltic winds from Russia blow Feel like Zhivago Bought a leg of lamb Last time I had such a haunch Sunday, College Street TJD 9/12/23 1. X6505x 6x056x, X6505x Cm Gm, G# Cm Gm 2. Amaj7 F#m C#m Bm Amaj7 3. X0x55x Dm, G Am, Am Em x0x55x 0xx43x 4. C G F G C 5. G D C G, Em G Am D, Em G Am x0776x x0765x
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Dec23C Haikus I made fresh chai tea But like a complete fool I forgot the ginger I’m like King Lear Filial ingratitude The story of my life Sunbeams fall on town Seem to spread calm cold silence Kiss before the dark Hoover ate my lights Now my tree is dark and sad Baubles fall like tears My stollen got hard The crumbs on my kitchen floor Will last till Easter The Eclipse Ten years ago I was drunk here Ranting with Jim and Austin over beer Solving crosswords and the world’s issues Talking history with Mick, and the local news Now benches became metal frames There’s music blaring from the Square The cathedral’s lit like a Turkish brothel Hat Fair street artists, festive despair TJS 15/12/23 1.Am Dm Am Dm, G C D Em, Dm Am G F 2. x0241x Dm7, E7 x0241x, Dm7 F Am7 xx056x Dm7 3. x0210x F#m Bm E, F#m A Bm E 4.A C#m, D C#m Bm A, F#m Bm F#m Bm 5.Em, x0x553 xx0775 x0x553 D Em 6. (Dm Am) x2 (G Dm) x2 (Dm Am) x2, G Dm Em G (Am Em)x2, F Am

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Various Haikus , Tankas and poems set to music from Sept - Dec 2023.

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released December 11, 2023

All poems and music by Toby Darling. Produced by Toby Darling

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